Spanish instructor falls down and gets back up

Rosa Yazmin is a Puerto Rican freelance Spanish instructor working in New York City. In this interview she shares the story of her professional career thus far including the ups and downs of being her own boss, and living on a fluctuating income.

What is your job title and what industry do you work in? How many years of experience do you have in this field? How would you describe yourself using only three adjectives?
I am a Spanish instructor with 9 years of experience. I would describe myself as disciplined, Compassionate, and Fun.

What’s your ethnicity and gender? How has it hurt or helped you? If you ever experienced discrimination, how have you responded and what worked best? Do you speak another language, and has it been helpful in your career?
I am a Hispanic woman. It has helped me and hurt me. It has helped me because the Spanish market has blossomed and everybody wants to cater to Spanish populations. I was discriminated against when I lived in Louisiana. It was hard getting even a job interview. But, it prompted me to work harder and ultimately, to move out here to NYC. I speak Spanish (I was born and raised in Puerto Rico). It’s a skill that has made a huge difference in my life. I want to give that skill to others. In that way, my community will also benefit. Which is my goal: to make sure I am contributing to help, assist and improve the lives of people in my community, by teaching outsiders how to cater to our needs.

How would you describe what you do? What does your work entail? Are there any common misunderstandings you want to correct about what you do?
I am a Spanish instructor in a private school. We are not an academic institution. So, the approach is very individual and unique. I interact with people from all ethnicities, cultural and professional backgrounds and social and political perspectives in a regular basis. But, what I really do is improve people’s marketability in a competitive, volatile work market. How? By not only teaching people a new language, but also by introducing people to the social and cultural dynamics that Spanish populations share. In the process, professionals learn about the insights of the culture. At the end of their journey, they come to appreciate the populations they are trying to reach, and from where I see it, their rewards are not only professional, but personal. I can’t ask for anything more.

On a scale of 1 to 10 how would you rate your job satisfaction? What might need to change about your job to unleash your full enthusiasm?
My scale is about 9. I would like to have more technology used in the process. More software conceived specifically for every field. I would love to have classes via teleconference. So, I can reach hundreds of people. From all over the world. I would like to incorporate more cross cultural training and live interactive scenarios to test-drive my students skills in the real world.

If this job moves your heart – how so? Ever feel like you found your calling or sweet spot in life? If not, what might do it for you?
Teaching Spanish was a blind date that turned into true love. I was out of work, depressed and about to pack my bags and move back home. A friend called me one day and suggested for me to teach Spanish in a school where he had worked years earlier. I went to an orientation not very motivated. I have never taught anything. I was hired on the spot.
Within months, I had this feeling that I had found a place where I felt comfortable and more importantly, where I could see the rewards of my efforts immediately. The feedback from students and colleagues was very positive. Students praised me, requested me and I earned Instructor Of The Year twice in my school. I felt validated in a way I had never felt before in all my professional life. Students voted, too. I was teaching finance professionals, doctors, CEOs, entrepreneurs, social workers, housewives, celebrities; people I knew had high expectations about my skills. But, the real satisfaction came by knowing that if I make my students understand my community better, we would benefit in the long run. We (the Hispanic community) would be understood and catered to in a different, more meaningful way.

Is there anything unique about your situation that readers should know when considering your experiences or accomplishments?
Yes. When you find yourself out of work, you fall into what I call an existential vacuum. You feel unappreciated and abandoned. You believe that the skills that landed you the previous job is all you can do. Especially, if you have done it for a long time. But, what I have come to understand is that setbacks are nothing but life whispers. There’s something about yourself that you don’t know. That you are yet to discover. We all have hidden talents (not always that hidden, but dormant) that have not touched base with and this is the chance.

When I was looking for a new job, I was on plan C or maybe D when my friend called me. So, people around you might be great career advisers. They know you. They want to help you and as it was in my case, they might see skills in you that you might have not seen, or have put aside. I am very good at what I do. And I know it. It doesn’t matter how I look, how old I am or how much I weigh; all that matters is that I can teach, that I can help someone be better, that I can help my community in the process. So, I can do this until I am 80. That’s a great feeling.

How did you get started in this line of work? If you could go back and do it differently, what would you change?
As I said, I started almost by accident. I wouldn’t do anything differently. Although, I know now that losing my job was blinding me from all new professional options I had not even thought about. My skills and job expertise didn’t have to be all within one field. Fear was paralyzing. Pride was the enemy. What do you mean that I have to take a pay cut? That I have to start again on with entry level positions? Me getting trained in a new job? I am too old for that. Those self-defeating thoughts can destroy someone’s prospects. I would change my mind set.

What did you learn the hard way in this job and what happened specifically that led up to this lesson?
In this job, the hardest lesson was to believe in myself; that I can do something new, out of my comfort zone. I had more skills than I thought. Even before I even taught my first class, the secretary in another branch called and asked for an instructor for an open house for potential students. I had not even finished my training. I was asked and I didn’t blink. I said YES. Once, I got to the room where the demo lesson would take place, I started to sweat. But, I opened my illustration book and started my class. It was supposed to be about 15minutes. We went on for about 25 minutes. I was hooked, and never looked back.

What is the single most important thing you have learned outside of school about the working world?
How unpredictable life is. How you can make your plans, create a road map to get there, work hard to achieve it, to find yourself kicked out of your own dream, with no plan B; lost and scared. Another thing I learned, is the human spirit is the source of all successes. Falling down is inevitable; standing up… well, that’s a personal decision. I chose to stand up again.

What’s the strangest thing that ever happened to you in this job?
Years ago I taught a woman, who obviously was not well. In my line of work the key is to repeat. That way, the new vocabulary is applied and memorized. This particular student couldn’t remember very simple words. So, I asked her common questions in English (I am a Spanish Instructor and was not supposed to do that) to determine if the problem was that she was a slow student, or something else was happening mentally. She couldn’t remember her favorite restaurant in NYC. Where she had been going regularly for over 20 years. She couldn’t tell me the name of the train station where she got off to go home. And every other day, she mentioned that new drawing on the wall of our school. Which had been there for years. I didn’t dare to acknowledge that. Some days she was a bit better. She would remember things and enjoyed the class.

I realized towards the end of her program, that all the work we did might not be of any use after all. But, I did learn to be much more patient and compassionate towards people. Also, that the brain is a magnificent machine, that should be constantly stimulated so it won’t deteriorate that quickly. She was a retired doctor. I wondered if she signed up for Spanish because she knew what was happening.

Why do you get up and go to work each day? Can you give an example of something that really made you feel good or proud?
I get up everyday because I never know who I am going to meet, or who will come into my class and teach ME something about life and myself. I get up every morning to work because I have this idea that I am contributing into the lives of my students and their intended target market. The Spanish language is beautiful and rich and I want the outsiders to know that and embrace it.

What kind of challenges do you face and what makes you just want to quit?
The biggest challenge is that I work freelance and the pay is not that good. When we have the harvest my heart soars. But, when we are at our lows, it’s just tough. Sometimes, it’s hard just to break even with the basic expenses. I struggle with the issue of quitting often. But,I do love what I do.

How stressful is your job? Are you able to maintain a comfortable or healthy work-life balance? How?
The only real stress in my job is when there’s not much work to go around. I have an unbelievable (although small) group of friends and supporters. I see them when possible. I exercise regularly and love to read a good book. I don’t have a kindle or tablet. So, I carry my books around. I’m very spiritual. So, I appeal to the Universal Source Of Love almost everyday. Always say thanks before going into my rants, complaints and requests. I believe in a higher power.

What’s a rough salary range for the position you hold? Are you paid enough and/or happy living within your means?
Not getting paid enough. Struggling all the way through. Hardly makeing it sometimes.

How much vacation do you take? Is it enough?
I have not taken a vacation in over a year and a half. I don’t have the money. I need to be around in case there are hours available.

What education and skills do you need to get hired and succeed in this field?
You need attitude. Great interpersonal skills. Good manners and a lot of patience. You need to be disciplined and thorough. At least a Bachelor’s Degree or Associate.

What would you tell a friend considering your line of work?
Just Do It! It’s a lot of fun and you meet interesting people.

If you could write your own ticket, what would you like to be doing in five years?
I would like to be teaching Spanish virtually in my home. I would like to have my own business. Have a teaching software company. I would like to have Spanish learning DVDs, seminars, etc. I would like to be a business woman.

13 comments…

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    Henry August 30, 2011, 1:06 am

    Hola estimada profesora.
    Me gusto mucho tu historia, la encuentro bella y honesta. No sé si estarás de acuerdo, pero se siente felicidad cuando nuestros estudiantes avanzan en su aprendizaje.
    Chao
    Henry,en Medellin, Colombia.

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    Alex July 9, 2012, 4:00 pm

    Muy bonito e inspirado mensaje. Continue hacia adelante, profe!

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    Nohely July 11, 2012, 6:40 pm

    I can relate to her with her feeling discriminated because she speaks spanish as I live in the white suburbs of Aurora, Colorado. I work at a Cicis Pizza and sometimes I must help guest that cannot speak english and if other guest hear me speak spanish they find the need to talk down to me and it is quite frustrating as I am fluent in both laugages.

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    Jayymoh July 23, 2012, 4:33 pm

    I am really glad she did not give up when people were giving up on her. Rejection and discrimination if something hispanics often deal with. The way we react to that is what differentiates us from truth and falsehood of stereotypes.

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    Shelly Grundy August 8, 2012, 7:40 pm

    OMGoodness! I like her! She is my role model!

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    oceanblue August 29, 2012, 11:08 pm

    Its good to hear that people are not giving up. I know sometimes us hispanics have to work a little harder. Does paid off at the end.

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    oceanblue August 29, 2012, 11:21 pm

    I was laid off from my job with no prior experience, but was there for one year. I know I was a better worker than the rest. My co-workers were on face book all the time at work,then they get behind on their work and ask around to get them caught up. It sucks.

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    John Rodriguez September 1, 2012, 3:25 pm

    Oh wow. I can relate to this. My father is Hispanic and I know how hard it can be living on a fluctuating income. This woman is really a hard worker, I hope all Hispanics see this and follow her example.

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    Paulina November 14, 2012, 12:35 am

    I can relate with you, I’m spanish conversation instructor.

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    Angelica Raquel Brady December 5, 2012, 11:46 pm

    I admire how much of a passionate linguist you are. Aside from food, languages are the second-best way to creating bonds and build bridges across communities. I myself am trilingual (English, Spanish, and Italian). I grew up speaking Spanish and English. In my first semester in community college, I took my first course in Italian. I forgot all about it until I ended up in Italy, living and working there as an au pair for a family. I needed to teach my little host sisters English (then 7 and 9), but knew that I would have to learn to speak Italian before I taught them English to open up the lines of communication. I was out in the Italian countryside, nowhere near any major or tourist cities, so I couldn’t cheat…I had to learn the language on the fly. Luckily, Italian is very similar to Spanish (both are Romance languages), and I was greatly encouraged by my host family and community members. My first success with the girls was during a hike through the wilderness. I began by pointing out things we passed and saw on our hike, and saying the word for it in English. The girls caught on quickly and said the word in Italian. From there, we began to exchange words quickly, I in Italian and them in English. Sometimes, we had short conversations…all in English, all in Italian or a mix of both
    I am very much enthralled by languages, and through my academic career I have taken classes in Arabic and French (not fluent in either), and have pursued Hindi after watching by first Bollywood movie. Now, I know languages aren’t for everyone, and that many people in the US do not think that learning or knowing any language besides English is important, but, like the person i this interview said…it makes you marketable. Not only that, it makes you accessible. By expressing interest in learning the language of a people, you are allowing them to impart upon you a piece of their culture. You are privy to certain foods, customs, traditions and information not quickly offered to strangers. You become a honorary member of their community. Finally, language is valueable because it is living artifact of a long history.

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    Leslie Landa December 14, 2012, 1:55 pm

    I feel just the same as a hispanic. I am always going through difficult challenges. Once I do become a veterinarian I will have to also learn to invest in my money wisely since I will like to be one of the vets that help people who cannot afford to pay for appointments. I believe in working towards a goal to help others is what keeps the motivation going. Which makes the obstacles more like experiences that is need to shape ourselves and become the individual that can make a difference.

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    Luisana December 27, 2012, 8:20 pm

    Reading Rosa’s interview gave me the encouragment I needed to pursue Spanish in my career. I hope to be a teacher one day and I’m fluent in Spanish but have always been hesitant to teach it. Rosa has allowed me to see how fun it could be.

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    Bridgette22 January 1, 2013, 6:02 am

    Being Hispanic and growing up I was also always discriminated against. At times I also felt like it was wrong to show where I came from and I felt it was better to hide it. When I got to high school I understood that there was no shame in being Salvadorian and knowing Spanish but there was shame in not embracing your culture. Now that I am going to a university, I made Spanish as one of my majors and plan on working in a field where I can express where I came from.

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